oh ya, i haven mentioned about attending my primary's school fren' s 21st birthday party....wow!! it was pretty amazing, as we could still gather quite a number of our gang that we hang out frequently with...it was good seeing everybody doing so well...some even brought along their the other half....i guess sooner or later, i will be attending wedding dinners instead...some of my primary school mates said i changed, which i thought it was pretty true...but they mentioned that my chinese sounded different....but that's not true...how could i change my chinese which all along i speak like that...and finally i have to face lydia...haha...and ya saw here...from her,i also realise something... your the other half is none other than being your best fren...talk about everything under the sun...share almost everything... and accompany each other wherever the other half goes....but in relationship, there bound to be one party that will lose out... cos in a relationship you either have the upper hand or you just die under the upper hand....either you control the relationship or you are being controlled....either you are the one who is always giving in or the one whos always just receiving it....when it comes to love, i believe there's no equality.
i am looking far towards my dream...and really wish for it to really come true...i can't wait for next year to come..i can't wait for it to start... i can't wait for what i want to really come true...maybe i could get back on track and get focus on what i want and stop dreaming of things that will never happen....
like i said, if it happen, it is just a bonus, if it doesn't maybe it is destiny that have to stay this way.....
best friends....what made best friend? i found that, that i suck at consoling my bestie.... i suck at doing nothing for her.... i suck at being her friend.... hmmm... i guess if i am not with her yest, i will never really know how sad she will be...how bad the whole situation is...... i wish i could do something to make her feel better..... but i am sorry fren....didnt manage to be of help....
alright some primary school peeps::
thank you....
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