last year i find myself pathetic stayin at home counting down to 2006, i still remember how depressed i was, how sad i was, when everyone is outside counting down together, no matter is with their loved ones, with their friends or family. i ask myself, how come i am at home counting down?
but this year, i am still at home counting down, but i don't feel pathetic.i don't feel sad, i don't feel depressed. moreover, i was home alone. but then i was fine with it. i am happy watching tv. watching taiwan's countdown concert. it was really fine with me. but then why i prefer staying at home this time? ha! what a big change in a year. 2006 passed, did everyone jus welcomed 2007? but how come it seems to me that i am still welcoming 2006?
new year, people will always talk about, what is the biggest achievement this year? hmm, mine? there isn't any biggest achievement. cos in this whole year i learnt nothing but keep repeating the same mistake again and again. i felt that this whole year i have just lived meaninglessly. i didn't achieved anything, i didn't do anything. it was just a plain year for me. i always hate myself for wasting so much of my time away yet i still don know how to treasure them.
new year, people will always ask, what is your new year wish? again, we have birthday wish, christmas wish, then come new year wish. why should i wish? when all my wishes don't come true. they are just trying to make me feel worse. wishes are full of shits! seriously full of shit! i wish this, i wish that? i wish to have a billion dollars. so while waiting for my wish to come true, i just stay at home, sit and watch tv and wait for my billion dollars? that's just impossible, so then why the wish? why are there wishes? i don believe in wishes.
new year, fireworks is something that will always be present to welcome a new year. it brings excitment to people and bring happiness to enhance the atmosphere. how nice a fireworks. but then, it only last for a few minutes and it died. a few minutes of beauty, but then they are important, in the few minutes of life, they could make millions of people happy, high and excitment, not alot of things or everyone can accomplished this big task! so fireworks is very noble! you go fireworks!
hmm, am i still writing very sad blogs? it the first blog in a new year, yet i am still trying to be a good blogger. hmm, i will try to lighten up the atmosphere in my blog. but then, i go with the flow and with my feelings. i just write whatever is on my mind.
a new year has come, time to tidy up my bedroom. i want a new environment.
i always trying too hard to be kind. ha!
let u guys have a look at my cuties!
here some pictures of myself!
here some pictures of my idols!!
小猪 和 丞琳 ! 我最爱的偶像!
小猪让我天天开心! 真棒!耶!
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