what a humid day! what a hot everyday! how i wish there is winter!
things have been on my mind just that i don know how to deal with it. i left the problems unsettled and went on for holiday. but here i am back to reality, i can't leave things unsettled and untouched. i have plenty of worries that has been able to get out of my mind. but then, it has all long been the same things that i am worrying about.

sometimes, i wish i could know what i am in my previous life, whether i am a singaporean? cos i often thinks, what if i live in hongkong? what if i live in india? what if i live in thailand? what if i live in paris? what if i live in greece? what if i live in china? what if i live in london? what will i be thinking then? will i envy people living in singapore? i know of this phrase, people tends to see things that they don have but will never pay attention to things they have! it is kinda of true. i always pay attention to things i don have, i always envy people who is capable of doing this or people who could own that. but i never tend to realise that i have something that they might not have. true enough, people always just arent satisfied with what they have. why can't people be satisfied with what they have? why people always tend to see things that they don have?

different country led different lifestyle. i really hope one day,i could live in another country to know that country's lifestyle. whats so different with singapore? to say the truth, i am sick of my life. or should i say sick of my NO life's life. it felt so meaningless to led a life that is equal to an useless life. i know i have goals in my life, things i want to achieve. but right now, i am not capable of achieving the goals. will i be just a person that talk but no action? i have been like talking big, but who knows in the end no action is done.

life, is hard to really meet a person u really love, is hard to understand what u really want to do, is difficult to know what u really want in life, is never easy to led a life of loves. so, i believe though might sound absurd, but just do things that u love and go with your heart. why led a life like others? should go for what we really love isn't it? Right! i only talk. talk is forever so easy, i need not be responsible for my words. i can just blabber non-stop, but in the end no actions. maybe i love talking big?

feeling meaningless in life?
feeling useless in life?
ya, thats what i am feeling!

hongkong, a buzz city.
ironic streets, having a high-class building standing beside a 40 year old building.
busy city, millions of people just swarmed to the streets
traffic killer, no matter is pedestrain crossing, or cars traffic, is never-ending.
happy malls, shopping heaven is just what i need.
lighting night life, the night life never dulls.
yummy yummy, the food is heavenly yummy.
i just love hongkong cos i just love it!