wahz... i am here once again!
do i have anything to say? yes i do!
beside having 2 more months to endure which i hope times pass like flying rocket! there are so much more things i have to vexed about.

it has always been the same old thing..same old thing...
netball, had a match..but i don know what i am playing... i don know how i fare, i cant communicate... i am givin myself excuses like, it has been so long since i played a match.. first time, so should be excuse... shut up..there is no excuses like that, i have been playin netball for like 7 years..god..i have been playin netball for freaking long 7 years... but i am still there..i don see myself going up...thats why i want to give up..now i cant perform, i cant play well...again i give myself excuses . ..cos i cant play GK....i just cant play that position ..but almost all the coaches like to put me as that..i don understand.. though this cant be a good excuses, there is also no such excuse.. whichever position i am given i should play it well and perform...so in the end what am i doing? i am not being a helpful player on court.... never defend till the end, and now injure myself... miss the next match? who knows...
hahha..talking as if like some big match...which is just small match...stupid me.....

people changes at different stages, their perspectives, their likes and dislikes, their character....