i just watched back some of the clips of laguna beach, kinda of miss it...
all the dramas, the bitches, the backstabbing, anything that can happen there.. it was a nice show..reality? once i was so into laguna beach, the california, the orange country, their lifestyle, their lifes, their everything...
am i thinking too much into a drama? L.C i like this girl in the drama, more true and more.... she jus seems more pleasing to me..of cos, i want her to be with stephen, but reality.... u cant control their feelings right... just feel that she deserved someone better than jason.... jerk, like kristin has described him to be...how true can reality be? this question is getting interesting...
i feel, different country has their way of filming their dramas, their shows, their way of expressing different emotions.... is just their style....
i jus miss laguna beach with L.C and Stephen.... they jus make a good pair...and i totally admire L.C, cos she is in fashion design...i admire i envy...she is jus living the life i always wanted and wished for... but not the man...hahah..
fine, is another 2 months to go, wahz.. 4 months in total when i am done with itp, is gettting way too long, is getting far too dragging and is getting boring day by day.... having putting a fake smile, give me a break, i am tired....
once again, i cant see my future with me, i cant see my goals in life...
am i standing there again, starting to wonder, what have i done to my life, and what will my life eventually turn out to be? like i say, it seels like i have achieve nothing in life, but stick with dramas everyday....
dramas is new everyday, how u live everyday depends on how the scriptwrite writes ur story? how he wants the story to have a twist today? or let it lie low for jus a day? or u've got urself a bad scriptwriter, writing a dull and boring story for ur life....
i guess it just suits me perfectly, i've got myself a bad scriptwriter....
could i change scriptwriter?
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