Thursday, June 29, 2006

don act as if u know everything

i am terribly bursting in fire today, basically i have nothing to do the whole day, rotting in front of my com as usual.

cut it short then, she doesnt know anythin bout html and tryin to act as if she knows, what i tell her she jus doesnt understand and keep standing on her stand and insist she is correct, come on... though i am not good in html, at least i am better than u...
you tryin to tell me that you are correct and want it your way? fine, i will not argue anymore... i shall jus abide your say, my lord....

broken english everywhere, sometimes i wonder whether she really stayed there for like 6 years? god..

when is this going to be done?
havin nothin to do, people should be please to have nothing to do, but i am not at all... nothing to do... people givin u this "kinda" stares..like u are lazy not doing anything..Come on... i jus have nothing to do...
i said i want to tolerate all the shits given, but sometimes i jus need to vent out...

i seriously wished for all this to end..please...please...i am jus wasting my time sitting in front of the com trying to find things to do...what is this?

my eyes are swollen today, not bcos of not having enough of sleep, but i cried real hard yesterday... it was jus a show, a person died in the show, but from starting of the show i cried til the end...god...amazing..and i cried real hard..very very hard...did the show really made me cry so hard? wahz... i don know and don want to know...but i love cryin so hard..made me feel better..

things jus arent that good...it has been bad..but everytime frens asked me "hey how are u doing", i would jus plainly reply " oh, i am doing fine..thanks" but in fact i am not fine at all or should i say bad...real bad....depression hittin on me again? god..who knows what depression wants...

i am here whinning again........

if u cant face it and you don wanna face it,
the best thing that u can do,
is to avoid it...

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