alot of things i want to say, but is either it slipped off my mind or .............................

once i love camera, cos i want to keep every happiness down, taking pictures of them, so i will remembered all the happy things or things that i went thru, but now i have a different thinking,i felt that camera cant capture the moment of emoions that stirred up. what really capture that moment of happiness,emotions and picture is my eyes and heart..my eyes capture that moment, my heart felt the emotions.. ya...then no longer storing the pictures in the computer, i shall store it in my brain, playing back sometimes when i feel like it, doesnt this sound logical? i thought it does...

what has gotten into me? everyone is saying i am down and sad? am i ? makes me sound so pathetic,feel like crying already..is not that i am down and sad, i guess is just that, i am not happy and not having funn like i always use to.. i miss myself, i miss myself having lots and lots and lots of fun,i miss myself when i am myself...is it that every year, people have to go through depression? F*** i hate that...depression sucks!! here i am stuck in attachment worse, no cher no jiayi equals to no fun..

Victor aked me " why am i working so hard for?" work from monday to sunday...ya..why am i working so hard for? i am not in need of cash... then why the hell am i working so hard for? i told him, " Good question but i don have the answer" i don even know why the hell i am working so hard for...tolerate customer's ignorance, impatient and everything...so why am i working so hard for? can someone help me find the answer...??

i failed to meet my frens everytime.. esp luo,vin and yeo...haha..they say i never mention them here...YES I DID..pls go refer to my very long ago post......i did! haha...of cos i have to mention them, they are the only secondary school frens i left with..pathetic again? how come pathetic is always used on me? Idiot...thry are really the seconday frens i am left with, the 3 of their problems i am always last to know,but nevertheless, they would update me with their things and problems...thats good! i thank them for being my frens until now... nearly 4 years has passed since we left school, it jus like yesterday...this 4 years passed so fast...i am feeling breathless trying to catch up with time..

i am tired and worn-out!! i need a long quiet alone rest!! mentally drained out...........

jfren, are u doing fine? missing schooling...
cfren, pls stop being lame....missing your silly jokes...

recommend me nice watch
......time to change watch.......