i always never been that i was lucky,cos i believed that whatever followed behind lucky will be diaster.
last time i had this feeling that
" wahz..this kind of things are what i wanted and wish for..havin both ppl who are good and nice to me, i thought i was lucky. but in the end, i am left alone..."

therefore from the incident i learn that, is like you havin somethin too good that u feel and sense that somethin bad will happen..things are too good to be true..thats the word. when i am lucky,i will be happy and think that" wahz..am i so lucky? this can't be true, i am better than him/her! so good..."
but it always turn out other way ...it jus like lettin me have the small moments of happines before takin them away...
i don like the feeling of being lucky neither do i like the feelin of bein unlucky...jus being normal..earn what i should get..

cos, i always feel that i am an unlucky person..all the mishap always happen to me..i am so tired of it..cants something nice jus happen to me because i deserve it??
so i am tryin to say till now i don deserve to be treated nice..how pathetic that is..