the past

jus now i came upon an email about some past blogging..so it sort of arouse my curiousity to read my last time post....

God!! post that i wrote at the year 2004 is like shit..i am like a bitch last time...seriously like a bitch..i cannot stand myself..while readin i am like "eeeurk...who is this damm girl bloggin?" it is bad..is like "isnt it me writin all those stuffs?, really me?" god..cannot stand it..i am like so ahhh...bad attitude,stupid english,jus purely no life bloggin....

certainly it also revives alot of my memories that i forget..i forget those memories cos it meant nothin in my heart..but once i read some post, i started thinkin "what happen? why i reacted like that?" cos i never really stated what happen didnt want to spread the news..but now i don remember..alot of things comin back fresh in my mind..but is so yucky...


last time i was so so so so so so close with meijie.yenwei.victor.bran.kenny.ah hua.nette.small dan...we were so close..yet things changed...i love those times...we are always havin fun and always meetin up for crappin and chit chat times...i was so close to meijie when all the things happen to her...we were really close..yet i don really remember we were that close...things are hard to say..those honkong trip is still fresh in my mind..but it was a year ago thing..wahz..what can i say beside time pass really really fast..that i seriously cannot catch up...i miss hongkong with victor.bran.kenny.ah hua.ryan.small dan.nette.meijie.wei.kim...
miss all this..

next is my previous work place..i tolerate all the craps and all the irritating things happen there..but the ppl there are nice..i never keep in contact with my 2 good workin partners..so sad..but i spent alot of my sleepless night workin there...

hmm..i have such an excitin past i shall say..havin all the shits and craps..and havin nice and interesting frens...
but i still like the way i am now and the friends i have now...

cher and jiayi is enough..plus my poly frens..and most important my best F4..hahha..

my poly frens always tease me how last time i used to hate them and prefer the other...but please don ever remind me of that..cos i will super hate myself..is so yucccckkk...eeurkkk...how come...hahha..