wooo...have been tired since last friday...seriously tired...maybe i tired myself out..but ....anyway....i have started workin on friday...and sat and sun..and mon....hahhahhaa....sat and sun was a roadshow at orchard there....some safra thingy..eh...is sort of waste time cos got no participant....ahahaha..so slack..doin nothin there except keep sweatin..hahahha...then see alot of muscular guys...and is fuunnny...first time i see guys cheerin for guys...i find it funny..cos they take photos and cheer....hahhah..is finny...
hmmm..guess my moody self is comin back...no idea why..but jus feel moody....also want to be happy...guess i could only smile with jioayi and cher they all....hahahahahahaha.....yupz...only they can make me laugh..heheh....i jus wish for my own self to come back alive..i seems so dead now...i know many things are runnin in my mind...many many things...but sometimes i wish i wont think about it so much...is it bcos of guilty? or? but anyway it still sucks though....i don like it...i have no idea what i am goin to do but jus hope it goes away soon....
and recently i was deletin msgs from my phone cos too many msgs ready..then i came upon all victor's,brandon's,nette's messages...hmmm....we were so close last time..but things jus take a turn the other way round this time...the THEM i used to know arent them anymore...maybe it is...deep inside.....but it isnt on the outside...maybe me too...to them i might have also lost my old self...why....fuunny..i don kow...hahah..haiz....alot of things will come pilin up soon....but i wanna rest and take a breathe....i am tired and worn out......
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