memories...

wooo...back from a shag and long days...
have been wantin to write about memories that suddenly came flashin back...suddenly i thought bout my childhood memories when i was in primary school, how i always walk to sch with my mum and brother...esp when durin rainin days..i have to wear plastic with the shoes to prevent my shoes from gettin wet..then i get to wear raincoat...then slowly i go sch by meyself...then on every weekends, i will take bus 18 to bedok to my grandma place...then at my grandma place i will play alot of things with my cousin and brother...that day we were talkin about what we usually play when we were there...then i remember we always use the bed to build tents and house then use blanket to cover the entrance to act as the door..then we will eat biscuits and chit chat inside..hahaha..i miss those build house...hehehe..then when i reach sec sch...it was also walkin distance from my home...which was a good thin i realise now cos can sleep late..haha..then i always walk to sch...now i still miss my sec sch life when u get the most fun of it...i miss those celebrations days..Chinese New Year, Hari Raya, National day...cos we get to sing all the songs and the atmosphere is there...is like if u never feel the atmopsphere out there at least u have the celebrations in sch..wont let u feel that it isnt chinese new year or whatever celebrations day..i miss all those days when i will get high singin the song...then everyone will be happy and smilin and laughin...

seriously that day we went to watch the parade adn fireworks at marina...hmmm...i was alittle disappointed though...don know why...maybe i am the one keepin quiet? maybe i am the one who doesnt wish tgo talk...but i don know..all the funn and the people i used to know isnt the same...last time victor and brandon wont talk nonsense...i seriously don know..or isnt i, the one who changed? everyone is jus so different..suddenly i feel so distant from them...i know i haven been hangin out with them..but why things turned out so bad...??? or i think troo much?? hahha..btu anyway...the fireworks make it all worthwhile..gosh..it was totally awesome..beautiful...nice...and super exciting...so nice...but it jus lasted for moements and its gone...so sad huh...it let me realise that beautiful moments dont last.....i still wanna see fireworks!! hehee...