cher say my color very difficult to see..is it?? haha...but for her..i shall change although orange is my fav color..
hmm..things are always unpredictable huh...will never konw what will happen next...really have to learn to not to regret things u haven do... i was always told by my mum to visit my grandparents...but it always seems that i don have time to spare..although i might have, i also wont..wonder why..why i dont study TP right..so near my grandparents place..then i confirm everyday go... now then i realise that i really really really very long never been to my grandparents placee...no use regrettin now..jus have to replacec all the days i never go?

my cousin told me somethin funny today, in the hospital she said got this old uncle, dressed nicely(in his own clothes,not hopsital clothes) wanna to go out ready...but he cant cos i guess he is sick..but very stubborn wants to go out...so he dress nicely, walked to the door want to go out ready, then this uncle told him he cant go out cos he is in hospital..then the nurse ask him to go back and rest..he don wanna..then he at the door there cannot go out..so he start scoldin bad words say "if u don let me out,careful i used things to break the door" hahhah....but then later he went back to bed...the funny part i feel is he dressed nicely,dressed in his home clothes..really very funnny..then before i went off, my cousin showed me the old uncle..it seems that he jus came back from outside..he is still with his home clothes then tool off his shoes and lie on the bed..hahha..i think he is quite cute..hahah....
then got another old aunty...when her neighbour besidee her can be discharge,she saw them change and take their bag goin off...she also bring her bag alone and follow behind them...like also thinks she is discharge..very cute...heheh...

my appetite have been goin up..gosh..i don wanna that to happen...wonder why...haiz...alot of assignment comin up..and test after holidays..then whats the use of havin holidays??

hmm...recently i have been feelin real down..back to a phrase of my life in the past where i don wanna be back...
the phrase of when i am feel down,sad but cant really figure out the reason but deep in my heart inside i know there is somethin that majke me this way but jus cant spell it out.. but this time is alittle different..i don feel like being alone..i don like being alone..last time is feelin down and wanna be alone..
but not his time..i fear of being alone cos i will think of alot of things ...don wannna think of so many things..gettin headache now and then..always thinkin of stupid things and stuffs...
where is my confidence, i saw it runnin away...