i think the color for my previous post is worst..hahha...shall try this out..hmm...suppose to be doin one of my assignment...a written treatment..but here i am..bloggin..from doin assignment jump to singin song..jump to friendsterin...then jump to bloggin...guess this few days i do alot of bloggin..cos need some place to let out all my feelings..although this is still not good enough..but at least it will make me feel better...i need to de-stress badly...alot of assignment climbin up..all due soon!! and i mean SOON!! help!! help!! i need to fine actress for my show..who can help me to act? sought alot of help but no one is able to ...how? how? need to film thru the holidays if not we are DOOM!! how? help me please..who is willin to have a try of acting, don mind helpin me for free but will treat..contact me... actress must have a grief expressions,isolate facial expressions also carryin on her face?? very hard ...hmm..but pls help...hahha...

hmmm...i guess when work is piling, i tends to tense up easily...last week i am also dreamin..when ppl is talkin i wasnt payin much attention..also thinkin of other things...this week i am jus tired to sometimes to even speak or think...

i watch this drama series at SCV.. A Dream Of Colors...somethin about fashion designer...then this Ella came from a bad family background without parents live only with brothers..but the sis-in-law treat her very bad..always feel that she is livin off her brother...therefore she wanted so much to be out of the placvee and move out on her own..so she keep wantin to climb up to the top position..even though she have to backstab and betray her very very best fren..she can even scarifice that for the fame and money...but in the end...she is still at loss...havin the fame and money..but she loss all her frens and became lonely..everyone avoideed her cos she is vicious adn scary...no one wants to talk to her..i feel that in the end she is the one sufferin ...

whereas michelle whom have never learn fashion design...have a gifted talent in it..always stand out suddenly..she is the kind-hearted girl whom have no much expectation but jus to meet the expectation that her master stand for her...her feelings towards her master is from respect to love...hmm...and the master also gave extra care towards her..but it seems that he still ant forget his ex...he will pickerd her up from sch when it is rainin, and cheer her up no matter what.his care for her, to her she take in the other way..but to him, i guess he jus showin concern and indeed she might be someone special??.i wonder whether this master and discipline will be together which i hope for...

thats why soemtime i wonder why can guys always be so nice towards girls if they dont have feelings towards her...liek the above..being too nice towards the girls u have no feelings mean u are sendin out the wrong signals..cos i think that girls have aa very simpe thinkin...whoever treats them good , they regard them as very good guy...
hahha..okok..shallnt not talk too much..need to do work..


FAN SHU GANG!!! hey..if this few days i did showed attitude...pardon me..cos i am tired..hehe...like FAN SHU PAO says..i will be up soon...
hahhaha...YEAH!!