oh yeah..i changed my blogskin...cos i feel a new year..mayhbe i should change my blogskin..but for me i still prefer the previous one..how bout u guys? give me some comments bout thie blogskin k..hehehe.. :).....

haiz..i was never wrong..whenever i bump into sheena's blog..i will end up havin to write about how i feel...she mention that "C.p i am gona say somethin from my heart..u didnt like how i am close with abd..cos i used to hate him..you didnt like how i close with chal and nad..i became frens with them for a reason w/o u askin me for it..you left like that..and now..u shuold be happy abd is doin the same thing..i will tell u when nad or chal do the same thing..one by one..go leave...go..i become frens for them for a reason..cos they need me..and i am there as a fren for them..and they do this to me?? u guys give me this shit??ARGHHHH..put that in mind..C.P"..
okie..this is what she wrote..after readin it..first i wanna say..I WASNT FEELIN HAPPY WHEN AHMAD IS DOIN THE SAME THING!!! u arent me...how u know what i feel? what makes u so sure that i will be happy seein ahmad doin the same thing?? anyway up to u to believe..yar..thats all what ruzaini told u..cos i told him..thats excatly how i feel...is bcos of u ...my hate for ahmad grew more...bcos of u..i dont like nad.thats simple..and here i am..dislikin them..yet u became frens with them back..u know how i feel? like a stupid shit...yhar!!okie..u have ur reasons for doin things..i see that..and i know that now....but u still have one fren left..i bet ruzaini wont go runnin away...and ibelieve ahmad wont go runni away as well..is jus a state of change..yar..indeed u change alot...more than me?i don know...goin wild. wonderin what u gonna do with ur life? was seriously hate it and angry when i learn bout ur smokin...WHAT THE HELL U TRYIN TO RUIN UR LIFE!! each and every one of u..i got no idea what u guys tryin to do one by one...ahmad started..i think chal and nad had...then now u..so next ruzaini? i guess so...or he had ready...didnt know things will changed so badly..but sometime i did wonder what things will be like if i never walked away? i don know...no idea at all...but i guess..u will stay away from smokin?i don kow..jus hope that things will go fine..and i ARENT HAPPY IF AHMAD IS REALLY DOIN THE SAME THING!!! don assume things when u arent me...didnt know things will turn out so bad..

watched the tusnami thingy jus now when i were at home..this minister was sayin.."We were lucky that sumatra block us from this natural disaster..." then i am like thinkin..Yar ...True enough..they block us preventin us from meetin this natural disaster..cos i couldnt imagine things and life be if that really strike us..really cant imagine..really....THANKS...But felt so sorry..and sad...tears came rollin down when i see the bodies and waves...how could a calm and friendly and beautiful waves become a fierce,fast-comin waves....imgaine how breatheless u can get when u are strugglin? imgaine bein left alone searchin for ur loved-ones..OMG!!! what am i thinkin? i hate it...is so near us..and i fear things might happen...haiz..lets hope the death percentage dont increase..lets hope harmony and peace will regain again..lets pray for the innocents..and wish for the best in a new year!!

things come and go....people passed and stayed...feelings come and stay...saddness stay intact..happiness is jus a moment of seconds...hope peace is everywhere!!

eyes becomin smaller caramel Chunpei -- signin off--