HAPPY 2005!!Welcome To 2005!!!!

wow..another year have passed...what is this 2005 year gona be? i got no ideas..but i seriously hope that it will be so much better than 2004..2004 SUCKS!! anyway....i already had a bad start for 2005...so thats explains why the remainin 2005 will be this bad as well....

Town was crazy..crazily high..ppl walkin around..SPRAYING!! but i was in a perfectly safe zone..i was dinin at a new cafe at cine..and we were sittin comfortably...and eatin..drinkin...hehe..and then we were waitin for the count down...3..2..1..HAPPY NEW YEAR..we toast with apple juice..provided by the cafe...YEAH..happy new year...but i werent very happy..too many things have happended...things that arent good...don know..thought it should be a happy occasion..guess i lost my happy self again...seems weird..but it is...then after that we went slackin..walked all the way from orchard to esplande..wahz...everywhere is crowded with ppl..there is a party at padang...but at that point of time..there is only one thing in my mind.............hahha..yupz..then after that...sorry to say..but i bought a drink..alcohol drink..hooch..blackcurrant..cos they only left this..it was nicee...yupz..then we drink while we walked..then after that sat down at merlion park there..near the pier..then i was feelin damm hot..face superb red...later i post the pictures..hahhahaha...i wasnt drunk but feelin hot..then after that took NR6 home..heheh...

but the whole things jus doesnt feel happy..i got no idea why..but i didnt feel happy deep from my heart...yar thats was what i felt..haiz...
i don know what to blog anymore...

Love is torturin..but why ppl keep pursuin it..cos humans have feelings...It is torturin..but it certainly has its sweet,lovin and nice part...Hopin for love..but saw how tough love could be...Seein how love changed a person..knowin how love can be sp power and amazin!! understand the meanin of love...knowin why love is neccesary...Feelings are jus there when it will be..if it is urs then it will definitely be!!

things come runnin to you when u decided to run away from it....
things that u are consistently pursuin it...will tends to ruun away from you...
same logic as taxi..the more u want..the more u wont have it...the moment when u arent takin taxi..the more taxi is available for you...
thats explains why men are like taxi..when u want none..all come runnin to you..when u want it..they all avoid u like hell....

jus hope everyone spent their new year eve and new year happily..don be like me!! yupz... happy new year..hope 2005 will be a better year for everyone..

and my concern for tusnami accident...it is definintely somethin sad................hope there will be peace..let 2005 be a good,safe and posper year!!

sighin Chunpei--signin off----