oh yeah...so many injuries today..wahz..the run was tough..and it was tough for me too...had alittle mood swing today though..yar..hmm..then yonghua sprain his ankle..and it seems pretty bad..small daniel injured his back..seems like he is gettin older..haha..no lahz..jus jokin..then kenny wasnt feelin very well though..yar..me too..i seems to have wobbly legs..like anytime it will break off...yar...hmm...went sch..was alittle moody..i think today the whole today was alittle moody...JEN ANG make it worse..hhahhah....


hey..anyway jus finish readin Sheena's blog..seems like we are communicating thru blog..cos it is definitely difficult for me to talk to her face to face..maybe i don dare to face her...yar...i might be the wrong one..i took her for granted..she always call me askin me how am i? whether i am alright today?askin me out...yar..she is always the one callin me...maybe is my fault..cos i don have the habit of callin my frens up askin "hey hows ur day? are u okie? wanna go out?" wahz..all this seldom come out from my mouth...maybe msg there might be...i know she is the one doin all the initiative...and i realise fad is also one ...is like she will also call me askin me how am i? yar..i might not call..cos i doesnt have the habit..maybe i took her for granted too...Yar..NOW I KNOW WHY U ARE FRENS WITH THEM AGAIN!!! they need u..they wanna u to be their frens..isnt that good...ppl wanna befriend u? can i say somethin from my heart also..."YOU!SHEENA has once been a friend that i am proud that i have" i love goin around tellin ppl..."Hey..This girl sheena...she is my friend...pretty right?" i really love goin around sayin that..maybe u dont know...yar..i am really proud havin u as my fren...but i don know why the sudden change in my..i am idiot okie..sorry...or mayhbe i don even know u enough..once thot i did...yar..u and ahmad..things got better for u guys cos u guys talk things out...thats good...havin one fren is better to have an enemy... i don know..i always feels that even i am not ur fren..it doesnt really make a difference...i believe what u always says too.."What comes around go around" so actually i am waitin this(what i did to you) to happen to me..cos i believe that this time will come..i mean i understand now that why u are frens with them back again..is jus that i was referrin to my feelings back last time..when u say u doesnt like them...that time when i didnt know the reason..ooo....she said i never make her happy?? i don nkow how to make u happy..u were in love ..out of love...in love and out of love...everytime u are out of love..i don know how i am suppose to console u...but i think ahmad had a better ways in dealin this..everytime u are in love..i am really happy for u..happy to see u happy once again..u think i feel good when u are sad..u think i feel good when i am unable to console u and PUT THE SMILE ON UR FACE...mayhbe i never try hard enough though.. i don hate u cos u are frens with them..in fact i don hate u at all..is jus a sudden feelin to walk away..IS ME..sorry to always PISSED you...but u think i am smilin her bloggin or when i readin ur blog?? u think i don care? Fine..yar..they always ask u out..COS THEY GOT NO FRIENDS!!(maybe that my point of view) is always so unlike of me callin ppl out..i never go callin F4 out...i never go callin fad out..i never go callin Ruzaini out...i am those waiting for calls...guess u jus don know me well enough...am i supposed to say that? i don know..what somehow i never assume u..but i jus hope u stop what u shouldnt be doin..thats my biggest concern..it isnt cool..STRESS isnt the reason..INFLUENCE is the big problem...STOP THAT !!!


i don know..i always end up arguin with her....maybe cos i still care alittle..of cos she still cares...if not she will go wont bother...but sch started for her..bet smokin for her will increase...so jus pls stop that...and always eat more..damm her..always don wanna eat..if not go toilet...oikie thats what i have to say...

hope tml will be a better day...haiz..don know..feelin moody today..wasnt happy...nothin happy..argh...argh..argh..hope tml will be a better day!!!!!pls...

The one i care..doesnt care...
The one i doesnt care...will always comin runnin to me...
The one i love...runs away...
The one i hate...became frens again...
The fren i treasure..dumps me...
The fren i don treasure...
Treasure me...

bet sheena must be feelin this way??

Tired--Moody--Chunpei --sigin off............ :(