caramel is still sick...sick sick sick...the longest sick she got...is not very major..but she isnt feelin well..spent christmas lyin on bed...sleepin like a pig..but at least she did spent a great christmas eve with her frens...yupz...however, to an extend she is still disappointed..yar...no one knows what she is thinkin...since she is sick..she has this weird dream...but she dare not elaborate bout that..she is afraid that it is hintin to her somethin...which she wish isnt...she is havin short term memory..keep forgettin what she did...she is exhausted..she is tired...and she knows that 2004 is endin cos 2004 brought alot alot alot of unhappiness to her...really alot...she really hope that 2005 is jus a good year..doesnt expect much..but happy enuff for her to pass everyday happily...she hopes so...she is tired..and she is so plain and tasteless now..cos she is sick......


bloggin in sch again..is not that i want to eat snake..is NOTHIN TO DO...cos teachers are discussin the concept with us..but i got no idea what my concept is..keep changin..wanna do soccer...but like LAME...wanna do recylcin bottles...but like NO CLASS...then i thuoght of music..okie..maybe i will stick to this...haiz...i did i went into the wrong course cos i arent creative enuff...i got no ideas at all...haiz...very sad..knowin my frens can come up with very good ideas...but me? nothing...i don know..feel so demoralise..haiz...how? maybe tml i don comr sch ...feel damm not well..somemore got GEMS tml...haiz..walk all the way to T1...thats crazy....

Meeting might be the startin of a break-up....
Break-up might be havin some chances of meetin someone..
Meetin and breakin is jus part and parcels of our life...