sometimes i wonder whether sheena will spend the time checkin my blog? cos everytime i enter her blog...i will surely have some things to mention or say or jus wanna tell her...saw her post..she said"even my old bestfren don know me and she left sayin that i always go back on my words..but u forgot i do things for a reason..you got ask?you got knew?you got call me?no..you never did..so it was well worth leavin thou..didnt mind..." then the second part she mention "and i cant get my old bestfren to also talk to me instead of jus shut the fuck up and tell other things"---are u referrin to me?

ya..maybe i don know u well enuff...true..didnt know ur reason of doin things..handlin things..but there are times that i always remembered that u always do some things things for a reason...yar... for some reasons yar..i feel that you are goin back on ur words..but there are other reasons that u totally arent goin back on ur words!!! yar..of cos i shut the fuck up so that it wont increase any more tension...why should i want to talk more when i was in the wrong...this things will never happen if i never walked away...i went tellin other things? what did i say? no idea at all...maybe u could tell me...i don know...i jus find it hard to talk to u back..maybe there is alittle ego that lies in me...but if we were to talk back..wont the situation be awakard? it will definitely be!!! i got no idea what went into my head...maybe i am jus tired of certain things... maybe i am stubborn...i don know...



can this be solved??
there is someone i cant trust anymore.....someone who wanted the same trust from me as a fren..but will never give me his trust..go around hintin ppl....ends up i have to tell the truth...and i cant trust him for keepin my secret...guess it will be out soon...no idea what this has come to...will it jus be this way all the while....hasnt been feelin well....argh!!!