caramel is sick...no more sweetness in her..no more laughters from her..no more smile from her...no more sunshine comin out from her..she is jus a plain sugar...she is sick...sick from physical sick...emtional sick..confusin sick...this sick reminds her of her last terrible illness that she gotten it durin 'O' levels last year...thats was terrible horrible for her..cos she is bed-ridden...this time it remains her of that..she was sad at the same time..that increase the illness...christmas is comin..new year is comin...every festival is comin but how come caramel isnt smilin? how come caramel is sad? how come caramel is down?how come everythin turns the other way as caramel thought it to be? how come things isnt the way she thought? she is frustrated...she is irritated!! she isnt happy cos things arent good...things are bad..things isnt fine..things are goin worse...damm it!!caramel have no energy to talk anymore...she is sad that some things happen...she is sad that her friends arent happy.she is sad that she is unable to help them..she is unhappy....but she jus hope everyone have a HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!! serious...christmas supposed to be a happy occasion when everyone get together and end up 2004 welcomin the new year...
2004 is seriously isnt the year!!!is damm a year...a bad year..a worst year...a damm idiot year..a stupid year..a unlucky year...a bad bad bad....haiz..no words to describe this year!!

haiz..i shall not say anythin but to say i am damm sick!!how to spend my christmas????????????????

things arent goin fine..things are jus bad...things are confusin for me..smile is losin again..i am lost again...where am i headin to? a new year for me? a better one or a worst one..lets see....
--Sickly-bored-confused sigin off--