when you meet a similar someone, you will missed that someone more....

when you see some of the previous memories, you will missed that someone more...

i met "her" yesterday, but was a male version. He has plentiful of knowledge, he has countless of experience and most importantly he has a way to express himself and bring the correct message across. And the fact is, there are very limited people like them around. Those that are willingly to share everything they know, willingly to guide you along, willingly to teach you what's right and what's wrong, stimulate your thinking mind and they are generous in most way!

I like the way he talked, how he presented himself, he is well-versed in English and Chinese. He is so like the male version of "her" in some ways. He triggered her up in my mind. Once, i thought i should grow on my own and learn on my own, but then again i realize she was always the answer to my confusion, problems. He impressed me when he started talking, people will give him the 100% attention and feel very comfortable to talk to him because he does not show any threats to others, if he offers to help, it seems that he really, genuinely wants to help. That was the first time we met and this is how far i can conclude him. I might be wrong because i don't even know him at all. But, i know he is her and they must have achieve something in life or have been through somewhere in life to be who they are.

I was reading some past conversations and it recalled this sentence "怕朋友突然不关心, 最怕周围没人关心你". i must say, she always knows what is the real thoughts going on my mind, she always manage to dig the true feelings deep deep down me. "No Man is an island", hard to comprehend, but the meaning is 100% truth! "juz dun wan u to dwell into tat n make it part of your mantra in life", and she knows what will happen if my tune my thoughts into a particular direction and she don't want it to happen. But, can i say unfortunately, it happens. 

Incidents make me realize, i changed into a cold-hearted being. I used to care a lot for people but now i do not at all. Is not entirely like that, just that i do not know how to phrase it. anyway, yesterday we were throw a question.  "HOW PASSIONATE ARE YOU FOR ADVERTISING?"

Everyone supposed to answer but ended up only 1 person answered. If i were given a chance to speak, my answer will be this. 

Advertising was my secondary option. I am a person that is afraid of boredom and like creative things. Partly, because of my previous course that i have some contacts with designs and creativity. Since then, i only love things that are creative and interesting. I chose Advertising as my second option because, advertising can makes wonder or rather the people in advertising makes advertising wonder! The way they thought of the idea, regardless to make it a loud bang! a soft-touching approach! the key to advertising for me is to touch the consumer's heart and mind. I love how creativity flows in a office, where everyone starts talking nonsense that's when some idea is making in the process. That's why advertising is my second option. 

i questioned myself, how passionate am i? i will spread  80% of passion to fashion and the 20% to advertising, so now you tell me, do you think i am passionate about advertising?