if only i know how to filter my thoughts, then i will be a happy person.

Sometimes i think i am rather ridiculous to allow my thoughts to wander around. There is always this period is life you will feel damn low. when i feel damn low, i don't know what to do to make myself feel better. And, i hate something, cos this something will make my life terrible. It sucks! So, i hope i can filter my thoughts and not think about it anymore. I should stay focus in what i want to do and focus in it. I shouldn't let other things/people to affect my decision. This is the 1 thing i aim to do this year. A challenge to myself, as i was being told that i am very easily distracted. And i strongly agreed to that. I am unable to focus on a certain thing for more than 1 hour. And this is not good because it will bring me nowhere, and i will not be able to achieve anything. If i can't focus and let things hang around where they are.Then this sucks!Maybe, there is some reason why i am always alone.

just had an incident just now that make me thinks of life. I was waiting for a lift, and suddenly my phone rang, i picked up the phone and missed the lift. Because of the phone call, i have to wait ages for another lift. This rings a thought in my life that, if you missed something in life, you might have to wait longer for another chance to come by. Therefore, grab hold of any chance that comes by in life, as you never know where it will bring you to. Maybe something good, maybe something bad. However, you will gain experience in any paths.

I wasn't like this in the past, but why this time? This is really interesting that i am experiencing the incident over again. I don't like this.

I think i need a new direction in life. What have i to lose out?