sometime i wish i could disappear......

WOW!! i salute to my own courage...finally the coast is clear. i've never felt so terrible in my life before. i've never shivered that badly before. i've never know what is like when you find yourself struggling to breathe. i've never felt that unbearable before. i swear i will never wanna have this kind of emotional running inside. but i am happy that things got figured out. i did it for myself sacrificing ... difficulties. now, i understand what it meant by "time isn't right". sorry for that.
but thank you.

luo went in army today. and yesterday i totally feel like killing him!! cos he keeps saying things that he know he shouldn't have!! but, i understand his concern. hope he will be doing well inside. they are the only secondary school friends that i am still in contact with. that's good that everyone is finally enlisted. and guess 2 years will passed by very fast. there bound to be many things that will happen in the next 2 years. but, i can't predict much. still feel like leaving here so much...seems like everyone i know, everyone is leaving here, when will it be my turn?

hmm, guess i will stop posting for awhile until i found some happiness to write about.
this is no lie that - life is like a drama. everyday just screening different kind of storyline, with different characters.

this is no lie, that this box of potiful sweet really contain this lucky " heart " shape sweet! was exhilarated that i found it!

need to do something to my complexion.