sometimes i wish i was brave enough........

another has passed yet i am still stuck there. there are so many things that make me think alot. my mind has never stopped for a second. even in my dreams, i am still dreaming what i am thinking. funny right? but that's just life for me isn't it? no matter how much i wish my life would be like "Lauren Conrad", how much i wish i could be her, how much i wish i am just like her, that's impossible cos i am just fated to be what i am and who i am. i am still thinking where i am heading to. and i know i am still into fashion. really wanna start kicking off with that. i had enough of bearing and patience.

can you ever stand a "twin" like you? i can't! bloody can't!! haha......i miss the times i am always with jiayi.....sometimes, i could understand why Singaporeans are getting away from their own country. cos no sense of belonging? maybe...cos i remembered since i was in primary school i was taught that we should have a sense of belonging to our country. we are taught to do that, but still there isn't any sense of belonging, or is it just only me? to say the truth, felt a little embrassed being a Singaporean. cos we are always remembered for our bad behavior, our bad attitude. how kiasu singaporeans are, how calculative singaporean are. that's why, i am just barely 21 and badly want to get out of here.... how could i still survive another 10 years down the road? ha! relax, i am just being exaggerating. but, just like every family have their own problems, every country have their own problems too. like me choose the country i wanna live in, if i were given a chance. i would go for...............Los Angeles.

i felt such a loser to be like this now...hahahah......freaking loser......
alright, i shall stop here.....
hmm., another sad week coming..............i hate it.....

pictures to share....


Event: Baolong's 21st celebration

the beautiful wine glass;

the group shot;

they bully me!

this monster fellow;one moment try to kiss me;the other moment wanna eat me! HELP!!

haha, that was baolong 21st birthday celebration. should have posted long ago...

Event : Kenneth 21st birthday celebration.

let's join in the fun!

stupid joel!!i think i can send this picture for competition!!
hahaha!! but it was a nice shot!

alright, kyeo's birthday celebration.... he went army le...haiz...nobody to share the following burden with!! hahahaha......

alright, next my pictures!!

please tell me what to do?

just trying to be cheeky!

i s t hat a n an sw er ?
o r a qu e sti on?
wi ll i kno w in t he e nd?
i do n wa nt to s it i nto th e que s tio n
i do n' t w an t to be a f ool ag ai n........