sometimes i just wish that i am rich!


As i get older, gradually i feel that i lost myself. somehow, i can't locate myself. who am i? what kind of person am i ? things just get complicated every time i thought it was alright. why does things happen over and over again? why must the same people be in the same scenario again? i hate it....i have totally lost faith and trust... though i don't understand the whole situation behind everything, but it was enough for me. enough for me to lose everything. when i don't understand the whole thing, i will tend to complex matters. so, sometimes it will be better left unsaid for certain matters. i will wander far far away. and i am tired. extremely tired from all the pretending , all the dreaming just plain tired of it. had enough, and it never really come across my mind that it happens again. how irony. damn it! please just stay away....or even go away.
thank you.


you know, you are able to do alot of things when u are rich. nowadays, i am always thinking what i will do if i am rich. or how my life will changed it i am rich. things won't be like that. maybe there are other cons for being rich, maybe i have to sacrifice other things to be rich. but i am tired living a meaningless life. sounds so depressing right? i'm fine.


sometimes i wish i could just get away from here, from everyone that knows me, from this place. and go to a brand new place, where nobody know who am i, where i could be afresh and starting meeting new people and friends where my life will changed.

does anyone feel like punchin me hard on my face? cos i keep wanting to change my life. cos, indeed i hate my damn life!


enough is enough,
i have never been enough!
so that's enough,
and know to be enough
to stop enough!
please i beg you enough!