finally, after so long of faulty with blogger, i am able to blog at home. it has been long since i write. maybe, busy is all excuses!

i just feel like shouting out, the best thing i love going to work is that i could dress up. not that i dress up that dress up, but being able to wear nice clothes and mix n match them just make me happier going to work.

recently, i am addicted to Shopaholics this series of stories. i mean, she is extremely hilarious, very over, and nothing can be used to describe her! i mean i love her, i wish i could just be like her, working as a personal shopper, having a super hot boyfriend ("which i imagine luke to be one"), and being able to dress up...though there are hiccups along the way, but in the end, she handled it pretty well. you can said that " that is just a storybook, the characters can be all they want, and buy all they love" again, this is different from reality. who could have such a perfect life just what everybody wanted. i wonder.

recently,i get very envy and so envy when i know people studying fashion. i wish i were rich enough. ha! i must be crazy.

sometimes, i think nobody understands me. before i spoke to my cousin regarding the matter, my thoughts of her reaction was that "don't do it!" but i was wrong, vice versa, she asked me "so what you have in mind then? why not just stick to it?" i thought she knows me... but i doubt so. she just don't understand the difficulties. hmm, i guessed I've changed. things are different now.

sometimes i just wish i could be brave enough to fulfill what those phrase always say " do what you love!" "pursue what you want". everything is always easier said than done. that's why i hate the facts and reality.

i don't wish to grow old having more responsibilities to bear. i prefer a less burden life. a more carefree style. again, who wouldn't want what i desire for. only a fool maybe.

everybody has dreams. dreams of their own. big dreams. but how many could really realise their dreams? how many are able to have dreams come true? i hope i am one of them.
there are alot of things that i have placed secondary, cos i realise life is short, you never know when your's is ending. so, people let's live life to its fullest!

you only have once to be you.


when it everything going to end;
when will the truth be out;
or will it ever;
or maybe things are fine like that;
or maybe not;