sometimes i just hate life!

i remain silence doesn't mean i am okie. i kept quiet doesn't mean i consent. i didn't mention anything doesn't mean i settled down. what people said might not be what i feel, they are not me!
making mistakes hardly appear in my dictionary, being like a fool is the last thing that i wanna be, acting like a dumbo has never come across my mind. what's more doing things i don't like.
i am tired, tired of working. sometime, i think what if i am dead. maybe things might be better? cos life is pretty meaningless. but don't worry, i am not going through some depression, in fact i am trying means and ways to make myself happy. you know what, 娛樂百分百 is damn cool, it just make me laugh non-stop at their silly jokes. why can't i just laugh out heartily that might help in de-stressing. for godness sake, i am at home! shouldn't home be a place that i can be free and easy, where more freedom could be found. what's that STUPID restriction for? you came ruling my life telling me what to do? ass off! damn pissed!!


i just kept everything inside, i just haven let out my unhappiness. i just wish to leave here and go to a brand new place and environment. that's why i wish i am rich. maybe, i am older, i think money is important. last time, i think people can live without being rich, but now NO WAY! you can't do without money. like what many thinks Money can buy Power! that's true! with money you can be free to do what you want. in actual fact, i still can't find the purpose of me in this world or should i say this small little red dot country in the map?


people everywhere are so fake, i am not criticsing others, i am one too. you need to be fake when others are un-ture. living in such a fake world is bloody tired!! i hate everything in my life. nothing is right! maybe i just have too much expectations in my life.

why does it have to be this way?





after some thoughts,
maybe it is better like this?


after some serious thinkings,
maybe it should be better left like this?

after certain get along,
maybe it will never improve?

so, let it just be this way!