ever feel that everything falls so perfectly that u are afraid?
people always tend to want things to be perfect, yet when things are perfect they are afraid. ya..true, why is it so?

i also had this mentality, that if things are going so well and so perfect for me, i would be afraid more than happy. cos i afraid everyting will be just a dream, jus a beautiful dream for me. i am afraid the next day when i wake up, i will also wake up from this beautiful dream. and if things just come so easily for me, i will be afraid as well. cos i already have this mindset, that "nothing is free in this world". so i wil also be afraid that if things come so easily for me, the worse thing has just yet to come. am i too negative-thinker? i don know. just feel that i don take things that come naturally, i will think alot. cos things always doesn't go well for me. cos unlucky things always fell on me. cos i never had things going smoothly. haha.. sad isn't it? but anyway i am used to it.

if it isn't true, please stay away..................