I nearly broke down. Things went so out of hand and it became so hard to end everything. Nosy people started the fire, innocent people get burned in the fire. Firemen doesn't have enough water to save the innocent people, eventually they were burnt alive and die. A stupid person stood by the fire and see how the innocent people die. In the end, when the innocent people are dead, the stupid person feels guilty, feels down, feels sad. The person knew he/she could do something more to just help. But in the end, everyone get hurt in this incident. The people who start this fire is the culprit.

People, tell me how to prevent the innocent people get burnt alive?

Things are always very complicated. It is always some miscommunications somewhere, some misunderstandings here and there. Slowly, everything sums up, and triggered people's emotions. How should I go about describing?

Last 2 year, before I went hong kong, I was dumped with some problems from my fren,

Now, after 2 years, I am going hong kong for holiday again, I was dumped with problems from my frens as well..

Will history repeat itself?

Will I just stay away because I am too tired of it?

Because, "history tends to repeat itself" can always be seen on me.

Things are always changing in my life.

Somehow, deep in my heart, I know what I want in my life, but I am afraid to make a bad decision which will concern my whole life, and which my future lies on it. I am afraid, I am scared, because no one can assure me that what I am going to do, will have a good prospect. Everyone gave me a negative comment about it. I am so down.

Enough things for me to vex, more things coming. Am I someone that couldn't take what it comes, or couldn't take the pressure that is coming? My work, I have more responsibility having to coach the trainees, and I am trying very hard to be very nice and to be very patient to them because I put myself in their shoes, but then they aren't giving the right attitude. They seems that they don't give a damm or don't even bother. What is this? Why I have to do all this? Why can I just work and have fun during work.

I am so tired and worn out. I just want to have a good rest and a long holiday free from worries and troubles.


However, I can be more sure that I gave up or I have put down. Sometime, I should relaxed and shouldn't make myself miserable. I should enjoyed my life, though I doesn't sound that I am right now. But, I am sure I have some happy moments.

Nowadays, I wrote very long very long blog entries, because I got so much time, so much time that I can really think through what I wanna say or what I wanna blog, then I slowly phrase it out and write it here.

Am I a boring blogger? Haha…

Daily lifestyle, I am restricting myself from bloggin daily lifestyle. Is so funny. So I rather post thing that I feel in life or some pretty enlightenment stuffs.

Haha, this 2 days, my tears are just at corner of my eyes, if I think more, tears will just rolled down. Is it because that I am feeling sick therefore feeling emotionally weak as well?
Or is it that I wanna cry but suppress myself? Which is the one I am feeling now?
Of cos, only I am able to tell.



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