everything is gona have a change, a new change.
i was really happy for that moment of joyful! i was exhilarated when i know i am gettin out of there, i was about to just shout out loud. i have friends who are there to share the joy, was so fun! thought things between the 3 of us isn't like last time, but lucky, the feeling is still there. i still love to be with Cfren and Jfren together. we have to be together to be fun, not missing any one of us. i think i am the only one among them who felt so, i really love the 3 of us together. i hope everything wil be as fun and fun and more fun for the next semster.
what could be more fun to have the 3 of us together?
i hope everything will be this fun!!

is it that u remember wrongly or u purposely?
i was left in daze... my determination wasn't that strong anyway.


the after-feelings for leaving the place? HAPPY! though i felt happy, but the happines is gone for the moment. cos everything will return to how it will be. nothing much to celebrate about too. just got rid of those early waking up, those slacking at work. but guess, i will somehow still miss those lunch times with my intern-mates, if not for them, i will be alone. thank god, have them, if not this whole internship is going to be worse. thanks my friends - yixiong & alex! had quite alot of laugthers, shared alot of complains, know each other better, i guess next time in school, we wont be just any HI-BYE friends, but friends who will stop and chat abit more... WHahahah!!

now, to admit, i do feel abit empty and lost. what should i do next? what is going to happen? what is stepping into my life?
what is it that i am worryin? what is it that i am not happy about?


guess i am still not strong enough. been feeling alittle restless nowadays, haven been the chirpy me. don know whether Jfren felt that. i know that my conversation with her wasnt as interesting as previous, i have been keeping more quiet than usual.


i really hope the hongkong trip will change me, make me a happier person, and hope it will be a fun fun fun trip! i yearn for that.... cool!! see you guys when i am back fron hongkong then. guess nowadays, i wont have the time and effort to blog interesting post. :)