here i am again, thought i would have nothing to blog about, but u never predict anything that is going to happen.

we are often limited to the restrictions surrounding us.
because of this, we are not allowed to do this,
because of that, we are not allowed to do this,
because of this, we are supposed to do this,
because of that , we are supposed to do that.

we are always tied to things we hate to do, things we dislike, but due to circumstances, we HAVE to do that, we HAVE to do this. i don understand.
now, i more and more realise that i can't do things i don't like. no use forcing me into things i don't like, because in the end, i will acculmulate all the unhappiness, then burst altogether one day. that will be worse.
people complaining that i didn't provide necessary customer service, but let me tell you the guy who complain got no MANNERS! Damm... he is such a pussy! i just cant take it lying down. it might be my wrong, but i don often make this mistake, it was just once or twice, yet i was caught by this pussy. idiot!!
the more i work, the more i can't gain any satisfaction from the work anymore.
is like i always make mistake nowadays. so i cant find my satisfaction in this work. is like everything is gone. is it me or the place?

why is it that always when i am ready to go travel and relax and refresh myself, i am always dumped with stupid problems. my friends! my work! always dumped me with this freaking problems.
then in the end, when i come back, i will just disappear from where i supposed to appear. it happened 2 years ago, will the same thing repeat itself?

i am freaking f**king tired..................
will u people give me a break!
i am definitely not living very happily......
i hate life....
hate how life is supposed to live....
hate the attitude i recevied.

i was served by bad customer service but i don go around complaining to the manager, or what so ever, why must this happen to me.!
people who provide bad customer service can get away, it only happen to me once, and the problems all started coming. am i such a bad luck? argh!