i am all alone

very sad...how to pass the 4 months man!! seriously... having going for attachment made me realise alot of things...

but i know i shouldnt complain so much, but i envy jiayi and cher,le and anthony...they are in the same companies. so when they talk, they know who and what each other are talking, and they have each other...right..i should be counted lucky as well, at least i got one friend that accompany me for lunch.. maybe if were to change either me and jiayi together or me and cher together, i will feel alittle bad, cos the other is alone..so, i should take it in my stride...

being interns in a company, i am being treated invisible, is not that i want ppl to pay attention to me, but they jus simply ignore me..weird man..and i am handling a big web creation project myself, by myself...no help at all...what am i gona do..going crazy and damm stress...super stress...i miss school., seriously missing school...now i am starting to wonder, when i graduate from poly am i really ready to come out to the society and work? am i? sitting in the office, my ass is pain,i am freezing day by day...god is like 14 more weeks to go...thats crazy...and wearing formal or nice is getting me going nuts...damm sian..

and i am seriously feeling sad and lonely..............