just now feel like bloggin so much, but after a ride, i forget what i was thinking about jus now... god... working again..ya..thats the word i am gona say for like 4 months...right..
today i prepared myself to go back training, who knows i am not fated with netball, i prepared myself ready, but it was cancelled..dishearted, but whatever...
reality? whats that? it is like not a word to me...reality is cruel..ya man...i find in some way i am a super stupid and stubborn person. somethings i find it hard to let go or see it in another way... like i am always unlucky...ya i was..of cos i was happy to know i will be working in raffles city, but i knew deep inside, something bad gona happen, and ya it did happen...who ya..whatever again..i already put a foot in it...no way am i gona take it out right...
working..working world..hard for me to interprete it...they dont communicate, each one strive to be better than the other..like enemies..they arent true to each other...wahz..i know badly i need to treasure my school life...working life is so different..maybe slowly i will get used to it but maybe not for now..
i am a jealous person,even to friends..from long time ago i don like seeing my fren going close with another...i know i should change..hmm..on the other hand why am i so afraid? no confident in myself? hmmm....guess is more of that....haiz..friends 78 days more to go..and i really miss having fun with u guys!!! :( i am not happy...hahha...no lahz..it was alrigh..everyday gmail with cher..see which day we will ahve the most mails..haha..thats funn...jiayi super stress also..but when we meet u wont be..hahaha..
working agin tml...seein my computer..byebye..
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