Sunday, March 19, 2006

what a unhappy day

sometimes, i start to think whether have a license is good..guess someone is jus very unhappy me drivin...not very happy today....

that day haven really finish bloggin bout my happiness, cos was jus plain too tired!!now still am...no idea why....holiday also tired...

that memorable day, i labelled it as

[ lucky, happy 17th March]

i was extremely happy till i want to jump up and down, couldnt suppress my happiness, cant wait to share my joy, that moment of joyous moment is undescrible...i know those who have passed their drivin must have felt this way!! i was super lucky, as i said, many ppl this time round gave me all their luck, sincerely givin me all their luck, and i used them up...thanks friends....
at least i am able to share my joy with my friends...
my dear lulu, she also must make it...she can and she will....prayin for her....
and mr geek, he wished me luck on that day, and he became seriously down on luck that day, he took the wrong LRT home!!! god...and stop at my stop which he was thinking "both stops sound similar" he must be in deep thoughts....

drivin with my dad beside me, is so pressurize..he jus cant let me drive in peace...i have already had enough of my instructor, now i am havin a stricter instructor..god.."give me a break"....

now come to think of it, that moment of happiness didnt last long, cos 2 days later, the joy,excitement and happiness is gone...and is just like "oh i can drive...no big deal" wonder why....
that faithful lucky test day. Seems like a Dream..a beautiful and wonderful dream i had....

and, i heard the lightin but hope the rain will come..
hope it wont be a false alarm again and again and again...
startin to get tired of it.....
readin too much??
no idea...

i Haven Been gOing "taNning!!"
and i wanna go this comin week...!!!
i want the warmth of the hot sun,
the darkest tan from the shine,
hope i get to go!!

holiday??
it so boring havin holiday, stoning at home, online with nothing to do,thinkin way too much..
school?
it so boring and tiring,tired,early awake,freakin projects,not enough time...
attachment??
ill-treatment? borin?? Useless??

everythin i also complain, then what will make me feel i have the best in the world..
often, i stop and think what i want and what i want to do?
but always i couldnt find an answer,
recently chattin with my fren, told bout my future plan after graduate, but all doesnt seems to be things i wanna do...

eventually, will i go for what i wished? or what i plan? or worse things happen??

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