heya..i could feel *bump *bump it in my heart... whenever i think bout it...i could feel it, when i am alone thinkin bout it..i am very very very nervous and scared..doubly scared than the previous time..and i don like it..is killin me...stabbin me contiunously in my heart..i feel the pain, i feel the unhappiness,i feel the nervousness and i DON like it..i hope for someone to calm me down, i hope for someone to assure me that i can do it...
actually this someone did appear..but this time i don find this someone's assurance and faith convincing..why?last time,jus one word from this someone, i have confident and faith in myself, but this time the feelin is so DaMm different..no time to search for an answer here...too many problems in my mind..wait till everythin has settled down, then i slowly find the answer...
settled down??
hmm..guess i am those kind of person that hopes for everythin to settle down nicely before i could comfortably settle down as well..if i know that there are still things left undone, i think i wont feel right settlin down and play, so i like things to be done when they are suppose to be..
recently, feel very worried for this dear fren of mine, don know whats wrong with her, we wanted so much for her to tell us her problems, but she kept mmmm bout it..why? we don understand...
ask her out?
she say she not free.....
talk to her?
don know what to say.....
feel so terrible....
17th march, a memorable day to be remembered!! cos so many things are gonna happen that day!! so MANY!!
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