woo..valentine day is reachin...2 more days..and who am i gona spend this special day with? hahah..with lulu and maggie..the two good friends..bought some things for them as well..what does valentine day means? it means to spend those special time with your loved ones.. And yes,both of them are my loved ones..hahah..gosh,so mushy..seriously,i know ppl must have been tired of listenin to me say this: but they are jus the best friends of my life..yeah..they rocks!! whoo...
i have stop goin after romance, cos it seems so faked and far...i have stop dreaming, cos is jus simply waste of time, i have stop hallucinating,cos nothin will come true..
times spend as days passed,
times run as water dripped,
ppl missed the chance
after which they never have the chance,
when it comes to love, everythin is amazing...amazin how ppl fall in love, amazin how the feelings comes about,amazin how much we could count love,love is jus amazin..
maybe i am far way too emotional cos i watch too much dramas.. but i love dramas cos they make me laugh,cry and touched..
hate and love, is it so difficult to differentia it? love means love,hate means hate,is it so complicated?
i guess i lost my shine, i think my courage run away,everythin is gone....
feelin too emo recently?? nope..guess there are some problems solved after i put some thoughts into it..hahaha..sounds funny..but no choice i am jus like that..
recently, i am back to bein afraid of lonely..i have no idea why, loneliness kills..i agree..there are times when i love being alone,there are time when i hate being alone..maybe when i hate being alone is i hate to think of things i don wanna thing..don feel like givin it a damm cell brain for it..
what is then real happiness? i really want to know..
but now i what i know is that i am very sleepy..feel like sleepin but scared later at night cannot sleep...hahahaha..
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