woo..feelin red..feelin tired..my legs weigh like a 1000 pounds...hahhhahha..
hmm...wanted to post that day but somethin wrong with blogger..nvm..i shall post today and slowly recap what i wanna write..first is....i finally met up with bao and yeo and luo...Oi,peeps i not M.I.A....finished exams..then got alot of things..got camp and work..i never intend to M.I.A hor...wahz..from the moment i met them, they tease me until i say BYE! hahhaha....esp Bao...he never help me..cos he shold know the feelin of kanna teased..but he worse, he took his chancec to revenge...and say me more..hahhah...but nvm...nvm...next year your turn le...i shall say him back..hahha...is always enjoyable to meet them up...with yeo and bao can make me laugh..hahha...and i swear i never wanna tell jokes to YEO...he never laugh AT ALL..not AT ALL!!! :( hahhahhaha...but anyway,really nice meetin them...i think this week they are the one who are busy ....cant meet.wonderin whether on fri we will be meetin...hahha... yupz... met luo too...woahz...he ...haiz..alopt of things...and he ask me to work a one day job..midnight...from 8.30 to 8.30 in the mornin..hahha...wahz..it has been long since i work midnight job..haha..i went with mj..luo is very nice...hardworkin...the ppl then cannot make it ah..hahha...the job damm tough damm tirin...cannnot take it..wonder how luo can take it for more than 10 days..i 1 days already cannot..but luo....what can i say? but to PEI FU him..can bear until so long.. :) good one...jia you then...i really hope the 5 of us will stay in contact no matter what..they are the only friends i left in sec sch and i treasure them...:) eh eh..*yeo if u are readin this, no need to be touched ah...* hahhahahhahahahhhaha..... but i wont tell u jokes!!! :p..... alright...ohya man...13th of may super important day for the 5 of us....whether i got ppl to send me to sch everyday depends on that day..hahhahha..no lahz..kiddin...jokin...but have confident in him!!! :)yeah...

we were chattin again after our trainin yesterday..i realise somethin that i know how to talk ppl round..but i always doesnt use it on myself...but theres a phrase which goes, "said is easier than done" i experienced it i done it...i am someone that jus know how to speak and speak..nothin more...sometimes what i said amazed me..cos never know this stuffs will come out of my mouth..hahah.. i said," what most important and you are happy the way u are now, the tiems u spent, the person u are with, why care and think about future when things wont necessary happen the way u think it will, in stead of wastin time thinkin what future will turn out to be, why not usin it to think how to make everyday a happier one and treasure all your tiem..isnt it true?" no one can actually predicts what will happen in future no one will know what will happen to herself...so why bother thinkin so much and create unneccesary trouble?? when will i ever have the courage to confess, each time i failed to do so cos somehow they happen to be always around me...sometimes i admire girls who are darin but not stubborn...
and why is it always also hard for guys to face their feelings??