woo..is late at night...and i am not asleep yet...hmm..many things on my mind...although i have exams comin up..don mention about it..cos it seems to me like not exams..is so differnt from sec sch..sorry i have been non stop mentioning sec sch...cos i jus cant get it off my mind..to much memories...somehow my work reminds me of sec sch..cos that particular weekday i was workin..then i saw some sec sch girls..hmm..it reminds me of my past...my sec sch times..how i missed it..really missed it..the fun..the netball periods...the time when we maje teacher cry..the times when we talk back at teacher...the time when we really treasure that teacher..the time that we were all punished together..and those real hard netball trainin times..non of it is out of my mind..i miss my netball juniors...and i could jus forget bout huiqi bday..sorry..hahhha...i miss my only mei..hahaa..those navie times we have together..weer glad that all of them proceed on to a good yet tough path..which i believe all of them can make it..okie..enough of my past times..

many things on my mind..some are slowin fadin..some are buildin up strong...there are alot of things i wanna say..but can only be kept in my heart..only i and my diary knows..hahha...and that day i saw ruzaini..hmm...he is the same as usual..but botak..NOT NICE lahz..ruzaini...hahhah...he say my face still as rounnd*bleah* Hey..u guys better treasure this reunited relationship...cos i feels that u guys went thru alot..going around and around searchin for the right one..but in the end still ended up together ...so isnt it fate that u guys should be jus the right one for each other? why stil waste time searchin? jus treasure each other..and cherish what u have..and ruzaini..is time to grow up! always playin a fool..and jokin aroujnd...i mean this is somethin good..always..can make ppl laugh..but also must learn how to be serious...hahha..set ur heart right and don regret this another chance...heheheh...
and people have been askin me what i sound so sad and down?? hmm..do i? hahaa..alright i am..i donknow...jus feels that everythin is jus not right..sometime bad is gona happen...i don know..why i feel so sad and down? i really dont know..is started when ..........but i bet it is gona end soon....yar..alright..next time i try my best to write alot of happy stuffs inside okie?
heheh...i will really try my best...alrigth here comes the happy stuffs..
Television Programme makes me happy..i am distracted for the time beign..haha..
i watch smallville that friday..wooo..power..damm nice..clark super handsome...he seems to have sliim down..but this season lana not as pretty as last three season...don know..but she is still pretty and hot..and this season got this new girl lois...pretty not bad lahz...hehhehe..and chloe is still alive...true enough..she should be dead..cos i cant believe she is dead in the last season..cool..i think this season smallville is nice..waited for so long ..and here is comes..ehhe..but a weird timeslot..and i gona miss alot of shows...like monday...the jap show cant watch cos got exams..tue cant watch again..cos workin..wed the dolphin bay cannot watch go out..thur i don tink can watch..then fri worse...cant watch smallville as well..got camp..ARGH...wahz..immediately after holiday damm pack..damm busy..hahha..but cool..keep me occupy.hahha...then somemore i hope trainin resume as soon as possible..hehee... :)
haiz..okie..i shall stop here huh..but i am bored...damm bored...this few days ...super bored..haiz.. :(

no matter how beautiful a sunset can be,
it stills only signifies the end of a day..
no matter how hard u pray,
moon will never fail to appear..
darkness fall upon u and me...
no one seems to understand us...