wahz..damm pissed..wrote a damm long post last monday or sunday but in the end...CANNOT FIND SERVER...what the hell..now i also forget what i wrote ready...
but anyway wanna annouce somethin..
GOING KL for holiday..with my gang..YEAH!!!
yupz...have been thinkin alot...have been wonderin alot...was watchin this chinese drama..and started thinkin..why girls can give their hearts out willingly not hopin for any return...jus hope that the guy will take more notice of her...will pay more attention to her..is jus a small favor to ask from yet guys arent able to do so....isnt that saddening... how can girls give so much yet guys jus treated them invisible...yar...to u she might be ur best budds beset frens...but to her..is different..i feel sad for that girl... i understand how tired she can get...how sad everytime she gets when she keeps on helpin him yet he keeps on hurtin her...how sad when she pays 100% attention on him but he only gave 1% attention of his's to her....is sad how badly he orders her around and how sad she being ordered around... all this are jus what girls usually will do when they fall deeply with someone...

alot of ppl say my blog is always filled with saddness...ya..true..it is always filled with saddness...cos there isnt anythin happy to boost about..nothin happy that i can feel everyday...nothin..absolutely nothin..i mean i am always happy around my friends..but it different u know...different kind of happy...and is true when my friends told me that i always tend ot ppl and never allow ppl to tned to me....yar..i find is kinda of true..cos to me..it seems useless to go around tellin ppl my feelings and stuffs..yet they can do nothin about it...they can jus listen...no advices given...no wise advises...but sometimes one or two wise advises came to me...i appreciate...yupz.. mj always ask me...am i okie? everyday..i bet eveyday i seems not okie..,yupz..i don know..down with some stupid things i guess...hahhah...
but i will allow that person to tend to me if she/he is my very very close fren...then i will not be afraid that i am botherin her or him..hahhahha... am i weird?
hmm...anyway this few days have been in the enrolment thingy..and saw my course ppl..sorry to say..but mostly CANNOT MAKE IT one..aiyo..hahhahah..ahhaha...but this year batch all seems kinda of mature..esp the girls...hahha....wonder why....