yeah..my color again...hmm..my new blogskin nice?? i felt that is pretty not bad huh..hehe.. okie...hmm...hmm...what to say? what to blog...happy things come and go jus like that..like a click...sad isnt it? why cant jus happy things stay as long as it could...stay as long as i want it to be? why? i don understand..we sacrifice so much jus for that bit of happiness..and it jus last for that moment...then is that sacrifice worth? have to think bout it..... sometimes when u thought those ppl who will help u on the way....but i was wrong to think that way....in the end, it doesnt seems to be...my wishful thinkin..... hmm...didnt know my poly life wil be full of ups and downs..downs and ups...thought i will jus lead a lpw profile,borin poly life...but soemtimes is good to be involve...thats what sch are also for...but being too involve isnt that good either...haiz...

there are so many things in my head,my mind...every seconds free, i will tend to think bout somethin...but never get an answer for it...haiz..yupz..

hmm...felt sorry for jasmine..somethin bad happen to her...she were once my very very very best fren..and i was sad that somethin big happen..but i guess she was strong enough to handle it...but i stil feel sad for her...she is always actin strong on the outside..but insidee..i can feel she is super fragile...haiz..jus hope everythin will goes smoothly for her down the road.....

tml holiday!! hurray!!! hahha...