wahz...once again very long never blog..cos not in the mood as well..but why i blog today? Cos wanna say a big HI to kenny and ah hua.... hahah..okok..chat in my tagboard....make me laugh since ah hua say i look so depressed... heehehe...then i will be retarded today k..keep laughin while i blog k...hahahha....hahahha...okie..no lahz..anyway, haven been bloggin too..guess lose the interest and mood to do so? no idea...see...jus now i got alot of things in my mind but cant remember now...wait ah...okie..lets say bout today...i watch the Mr fighting...hmm, dont understand why when fall in love with each other but DONT want to be together....i don know and don understand whats stopping them from droppin of each of their ego,pride to just walk a step forward...weird...cos i realise and finds that it aint easy to find u like and at the same time like u too...i find taiwan drama also have a way of grabbin attention...good story,filmin and actors and actress..while singapore drama are more of homey and family-like..like the recent last episode --you are the one-- i think meili gets her mr charmin in the end..cos she has a heart of gold.. if i were to chose which i wanna be...i will wanna be meiman...cos got a successful carrer and a caring husband...thats just too perfect....okie...enough of television...
lets talk bout Meijie's birthday then....thought it will be a whole group's gathering...but someone never turn up...hahahha....the sushi was horrible as in the food was alright..is jus that i ate alot...take and eat ...take and eat..hahhaha...but was nice...then we make mj eat sushi with quite alot of wasabi..she nearly cried...poor her...hehe..so next victim watch out!!! then after that at night, i bought a cake back and we celebrated it at the esplande and talk alot of crappy things...my face was damm red ....i could feel the heat..hahahha....i think wei is also alittle high that day..hahhaha....then after that me and mj still hang out for awhile...walk down orchard...guess we talk alot..alot...wait for the NR6 superb long...long...then super tired...thats was Meijie's birthday....hope she enjoy...
anyway, i don know whats wrong with me this few days...really think alot..always thinking of the negative side...thinkin of somethin bad...thinkin of this and that...always worry myself for nothin...guess mj is right..i cant go around pleasing everyone..then who wil be the one who please me? not tryin to say i am very good or whatsoever..guess i shouldnt interfere so much......jus live my life....life that i am happy with...
and today monday's blues...me and cher was alittle moody...but jiayi wasnt..anyway,is good to see her not moody..i rather see her lame crap then moody..hehehehehhe....love them to bits man..cos our MORG assignment is quite cool..We are on TV..superstars arent we? hahahha....they always make me happy..we always crap damm alot...therefore i really wished i dont forward my module..pls pls pls...i don want to forward...even i want to work hard now also no use..cos this test i confirm flung...and don have theory test for this..pls ...i wanna be with them the whole three years..is always tiring to get to know new friends..over and over again..so pls let me be with them..pls pls...
okie i am down again...down down down again......

--kenny,hua....my entries long anot? hahhahhahahahaha.....oh ya..today's poker game was damm fun!! we played somethin out of nothin..hahaahaha....great... :) and saw nette today...................is it me or her? am i too sensitive or what? felt somethin missin.........................
okok...shall stop here....back to my OC indiviual presentation this wed....argh..argh..talkin about soccer..any tips...tell me...hahahha....

Memories is a bridge leading to the jail of loneliness,
i could even hear that loneliness is laughin at me,
nevermind the surrounding,
nevermind all the people,
cos after the rain,
i could see a rainbow above the sky.
no more sunsad...
no more hanging moon...
happy things will fall upon you and me...