FIRSTLY, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
hahha...okoko..somehow i got alot of things that i feel and kept inside...but is like i cant say it out...i don know how to .....don nkow how to explain how i feel and everythin....so fast another year passed...last year...i had a sad new year...only i know the reason why....this year...it didnt get any better.....so many things changed...my friends changed, my environment change..my piority changed..everythin changed..my heart changed as well....surprisin? no..it isnt..hahha..i don understand somethings..don understand why i changed, why my friends changed? was chattin with one old fren...i remember myself, that there was a period of time when i hate makin new frens..hate keep on makin new frens..cos i know that one day is either i walked away or they walked away....friendship isnt everlasting..sorry but i am greedy..i want everlasting friendship and i treasure everlasting friendship..i never walked out on my fren..but last year i did..and the funny thing is i walked away without a reason...i guess it isnt that ppl changed..is bcos u arent by their side for a period of time and didnt see the things and difficulties and stuffs taht went thru....
i guess if i hadnt walked out on sheena and ruzaini..i guess i don think they have changed now..cos i am watchin and accompanyin them and knowin what they are doin and their reasons..is bcos i walked away that allows me to have this distant from them , don understand them therefore i realise that they have changed!
last time when i were still close with them i am thinkin.."wahz..cool i get to experience a traditional malay weddin...and they are my best friends...we went thru so much togehter" but i guess this idea no longer in my mind....fuunny huh..how i can jus walk away...yar....is new year...and i am not really lookin forward for anythin...not at all...i am down..but i guess i will stand up real soon..cos i trust myself!!! right chunpei?

OOOOO!!! i met my dearest fren..my best fren JIAYI in town today..hahhaha..oooo..awww!! miss her man!! but only like three days never see her...ahahhahaha..then we keep jokn and laughin...hahha....too bad cher not there..oh..miss them..haha..but was really happy bumpin into her in town..hahaha...see her and jasper..cool!! hahhaha.....FRENS!! miss u guys lahz..\wonderin how i cope with one month holiday without seein u guys...hahhaa...haah...

wish everyone a good year ahead........