wooo..caramel...caramel is thinkin once again..caramel is thinkin wonderin and ponderin..what should she do with her thinkings? she decided what she should do and hope that she could do it..like what aida says...since she can do it..i also can do..like jus follow the NIKE slogan"JUST DO IT"...if i jus do it..maybe i can succeed..so i will jus do it..and stick with it..and i thik i am handlin it quite well..controllin myself quite okie...yar...so i jus have to keep it up and don talk so much...yar...so thinkin is over...and decision has made...and i will go with it..hurray...will i be be again? yar..i will..ehhehe....soon..i will...and i am glad that a few of my frens notice my abnormal...and asked me about it..it shows that i have frens that are concern about me..heheh..so yar..i am blessed..and i am fortunate...hehe...yar..i should think of the bright side of life...is like if i think abuot ......i feel so look down on myself..and i don wanna look down on myseldf...why should i make myself quite so low when in the first plave i arent right? yar...so i should jus forget and move on....yar...CHUNPEI u can do it one..hehee..yar...i did it last time..and i will do it again..i am protectin myself....and preventin myself from fallin again..so i should be aware and careful..heheh...and caramel. is recently havin spoilt legs..haha..her legs are spoilt..need to sese docttor...eehhehe...

i was very pissed..cos is like i tried bloggin no wed..but i cant..cos blogger has somethin wrong..cos on wed i don have class in the mornin cos my teacher injuried his leg..poor him..so i can sleep in late...and go sch late..but in the end i never erally sleep in lter...i woke uop quite early...yar..then got trainin..trainin was fine...wasnt very tirinin...and then today was okie.had drwain assignment..was alittle proud of my own work..ehheeeh...and yar..hope sheena will be fine soon..yar..hehe...

kokk...have to listen to lessson..and i scared bout sometihin will go spreadin around..hahhaha..okok..blog tml then..ehhe.. bye...i am myself again... :)

nkowin the truth...
bringin more misery...
knowin the feelings
brinign more unfulfiled hopes...
knowin everythin...
make me die!!!

happily....smilin Chunpei sigin off----