caramel is once again touched..and somehow she is happy today..cos she had fun with her GANG!!! Hurray..hahahaha..and she watched this show..which is very nice..a Hongkong drama..then this couple is very lovin..and there is some misunderstandin between both of them..then the husband went overseas and meet with an incident and died...and she realise that she do love her husband...and she is sad and depressed over his death..and somehow she cannot take the blow...and somehow caramel can feel her pain..feel her saddness...is like losin the LOVED ONES in this world..and moreover the misundertandin have yet to be solved...and she have yet to give him an explanations..and he passed away...of cos she if grief over it..sad over it..depressed over it...and somehow everythin that concerns about her husband..make her think back about those happy times..and lovin times..and everytime when she think about it..tears will roll down...is somethin like... you feel so lost when ur loved ones used to make u happy..make u smile..be there when u needed him..and accompany...and suddenly he disappeared..u cannot imagine life without him...yar..is those kind of pain..then now the other side..another couple..the girl is down with some illness..some relapse...then she realise the phrase of "Enjoyin the proceess and ignore the outcome" so she wanna make use of the time she have and live life to the fullest...so she is happy everytime..and she wanted to spend her happiest moment with the guy of her life..so she planned a holiday ....came up with some excuses..but the guy didnt get the hint..and told her to go alone..btu in the end he gave her a SURPRISE...appeared in the plane and somemore he got a first class SEATS!! wahz..thats totally awesome...so sweet isnt it..haha..the girl must be gloated and happy like heaven..hehehe...they went ROME...oh my..that place is also totally nice and great and romantic....emotions will grow stronger there...and there are so happy there...the thing about travellin oversea is that one can forget about the trouble in their country and leave with a fun,relaxin heart to that country..and ppl tend to be happier... isnt that correct..heehe.....and now caramel also wanna travel to that place...wanna go to ROME..the buildin there are so different unique and nicec..heehehhe.....caramel feels so happy seein this happy couple..heehh..yeah yeah..

oh yeah..today i am happy...somehow so..ahhha..cos whenever we had our gems we will go crazy..cos got that JOE guy ....we everytime disturb him and cher..haha...don know why also..me and jiayi always gang up to disturb the two of them..and i had curly fries in sch today also..so nice..!! YUMMY..hehhe..then went home early today..wahz..so unusual of me.hehehe..yupz..then i went runnin..wahz..runnin sehz..hahah..since how long i never run around my house compound...yar...then me and jiayi is super vexin about the elective module to choose...haiz...what to chose..somethin i like or soemthin more concernin to future? ARGH!! DAMM!! I REALLY GOT NO IDEA!!!HOW? SOMEONE PLS HELP ME!!! then today CHER good sia..brought a new show...Mr Fightin...act by wang renfu and sun xie zhi...that show damm nice..and renfu very handsome ....hahhaha....Cher...bring more okie? love u ready..hahhahahaha.....then got two assignments to hand up before Chinese New Year..ARGH..i hate it too....how?haaahaha.....okok...i am happy today..but there are somethin i don wish for it to turn out that way but somehow it did...didnt want to make it so awakard...haiz...headache ah..hahhah...

lookin at the outside of things....
knowin the inside of things...
never wanna know the reason...
never wanna know the answer...
but all came floatin up....
seein the truth..
knowin the things that lies beneath...
but still things are surfacin..
more things to think about..
more things to aviod...
so some things are better left unsaid...

hand tired....sleepy...Chunpei signin off----