caramel haven been feelin good though...cos of some reason and the tiredness in her...sometime she wonders what have she done to herself? makin herself miserable...? when somethin can be prevented she did not stop it and let it happen..she is always like that...argh...she really really hate herself...stupid things keep happenin...and she couldnt control...once again she is silenece again................

yesterday i went to pasir ris for my uncle housewarmin...heheh..i saw my cute little cousins..she is so cute and sweet and nice..hahhaha...and my uncle's house so nice..nicer than mine...really..the room like my old house so big..can put alot of things..not like my house now..so small...put a bed got no space for other stuffs...yar..then went home late..tired..need to call ben for the meeting thingy..then after that do somethin and finally went to sleep..so tired..this few days i have been so damm tired..unexplainable tired...then i think every monday get to see ashraf...beside bao he is the only other sch mates i can find in this big POLY...hahhhaah....so sometime talkin to him bring back sec sch memories...argh..hahhahhah....sec sch...haiz...and i bet no one in this poly call him clark kent except for those sec sch mates..hahhah...somehow is quite pathetic...those sec sch mates i still got contact is F4,ruzaini,faisal,yen wei,ashraf....i think thats all man..hahha..i lost contact with janice...wonder how she has been doin...heheh..yupz..and then i have been feelin down down down...someone help me? yupz..have two assignment to hand up this fri and i haven even started..what the hell am i doin..argh...how come this sems i am so damm damm freakin slack...haiz...

moody Chunpei---signin off---