Friday, December 17, 2004

beautiful sky....smilin moon..twinkin stars...lonely soul walkin alone in the road..thinkin of everythin she thought might happen to her although she know that the chances arent high..but she jus cant stop thinkin..and thinkin...and she realise..upon so much thinkin she still comes to no conculsion that what is the reason of things...why things happen..why she is like that..why things come and go..why feelin are so strong and can be so weak..what the motives of certain things..and what is she livin for..havin so much doubts in her life..havin so much questions in her head..she wish she is a baby that is learnin to walk...a child learnin how to speak..a girl learnin A B C...but all this are jus Dreams..what she gona do is to accept reality that surfaces...she cant help cos she has no ability to change things as it turns out to be..she has no right to change one person's thinkins...she has no say to comment...she jus wish to be a happy person..seekin for happiness...but it always seems to get further away from her..No matter how high she climb...she will fell eventually and ended up climblin again...where is the time she will reach the top? God knows...Nobody knows her well except herself..Diary is her bestest fren which will keep all her secrets that she have..she trust the diary more than anythin...she treasure frens but dump her frens for some particular reasons..she is livin jus a simple life.....

the above short summary was all about myself... five days of sch ended...started sch jus this week..but it seem that i started sch long ago..had a happy day startin sch..saw cher and jiayi finally...and was glad to be back in my class...known some new frens and saw alot of new faces...everyday turn out well...but today i was feelin the lowest ever since sch start..maybe bcos i am jus too tired..was workin on thur night...then reach home pretty late...yupz...but today i created a hell of laughters in class and in the foodcourt...yar...used up all my energy in sch..and ended with no much battery left for the night...never intend to reach home early...doesnt feel like it....sheena saw me on the road..i was with the gang...but i couldnt spot her...no reply from her...

was walkin home jus know .....i realise thinkin too much isnt good...really isnt good..tell u guys why some day..cos i need to recharge my batt...is runnin low!! Di!Di!Di!Di!

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