wahz..oncee again i am back here to blog..ahhah..cos i am damm really bored!! stonnin at home!!ARGH~~!!!hahahah....but at least no need to spend money..yupz..argh..hahha..jus now victor and brandon msg me..callin me..G**N...hahha..thanks ah..hahhaa....they know my english name..doesnt want much ppl to know..only my poly classmates know..is like so eeekkkk....i took that name cos my work needed it..now i doesnt even bother about that..hahah..they crack me up..so funny..hahaha....oh yeah..jus now i was in my room..flippin my diary...saw those writeups i wrote last year..last time..the past! yupz..hahha..how i miss the past last time...how navie and innocent i was last time...how talkative and active i was last time...how funnny and cranky i can get last time..how lame and stupid i can get last time..how emotional and sad i can get last time...this was all my sec sch times...yupz...guess i have grown up alittle...isnt it? met many ppl along the road..different ppl i should say...some are nice..some arent...but i treasure all the nice ppl..and givin attitude to those that arent...sometime i miss the last time me..yupz..so smiley..so funny..so active...so talkative..so outgoing..so easygoin..so everythin..but i arent perfect ah...i flare up once..and was so angry..when i am angry i will cry..funny ah..somethin i think i am a cry baby..cos is like i can cry easily..haha...i think the ME now is bad..i arent good and nice...i am an idiot...scarstic...uunreasonable..irritatin..and crazy!! haiz..whats has gone so into me? so wrong with me? what has excatly happen to me? i don know..still in search for the answer...i found my best friend..my dear diary..hahha...yupz..it know my deepest feelin and secrets...true enough to say that somethin are better left unsaid..hahaha...i think i will blog again today...hehe..see yyha...