hahah..i only came to blog at this wee hour...i am not asleep yet...cos waitin for liverpool VS monaco match..hahha...todya nothin special..rot at home again..beomin statue...mus ask yonghua to come and salute me..hahha..then to my fellow CBTL mates...Bye guys..i am leavin the place i have splent 5 months in..i am leavin place where fun and laughters are in..i am leavin a place that i had a lot of good frens in..i wont be goin back to work..sorry...yupz...anyway..i really have fun with u guys..and all the best to everyone..and take care k.. :) cos i agree and believe in what kak elly say...EVERY GOOD THINGS WILL COME TO AN END! and it did...my good things ended...ya...thanks for everythin..*wink* why i said all that? cos to say the truth i found a new job..is nothin new..notyhin special..not higher paid..but definitely a new environment..maybe thats what i needed...maybe i need some new air..sorry..i haven been myself since i am back from holidays..and i jus realise i need new things in mym life...sorry guys..old frens give me some time..i know i might be crazy to ask this..but i tihnk this is me..takin back my words for sayin i hate poly..takin back my words for sayin poly isnt fun..takin back my words for not wantin any new frens..takin back my words for sayin i miss sec sch sososo much..i am takin back all all all my words...and i think i definitely takin back my words sayin i prefer malay guys...i am totally takin back all all all all my words..hahhaa...i am crazyt...maybe bcos it is too late...yar...takin back all my words k..ahhahah...yupz..new ppl enterin my life...me? i neglected the old frens...i know there are frens who are unhappy with me..but is fine..absolutely fine with me..i am not proud or sayin all this bcso i have new frens or what..but i don know..is like u changed and u gave me this attitude before...then why cant i changed? now i understand why ppl changed suddenly..sometime isnt what they wanted...is the environment...the ppl..everythin forcin them to change....i think i have to try to let go i guess..keep holdin on to my sec sch period which is absolutely unable to go back that time..it is all the past tense..totally past tense...i should look towards the future dont i? i think i should...OH YA..TML RESULTS OUT!! SCARY.....erm...jus hope that everyone of us will do well...still really hope to see u guys plus myself in sems 2!! i know why i hate everythin..is bcos i see things negatively...thats why i am the one sufferin...stupid me then..hahhaha..okok....see the future...i only know how to advise but to myself..i know nuts..but now i don seem that i can advise ppl...nothin pop out from my mind..empty minded..haha..
and i think tml or today's is the end of the O level..thinkin back last time..i thougth the last day i should enjoy..but i remembered i didnt...the last paper after that i went home and watch TV...went home and watch TV...i never go out and celebrate...haiz...should have gone out...hahhah...but time passed superb fast..fast unntil i cant catch up with it..cant admit that it is scary as year by year i am older...hahhaha....tml havin a packed day..
now what i wish i can do is...hope i can make many CHUNPEI out...so i can ask this to go there...ask another to go there...hahah....