maybe this will be the blog of the day..maybe it will not be...hmm...read what sheena wrote on the tag board...some things i don understand..tell me about the revenge stuff..am i doin somethin? i am not tellin u whats wrong...i might be jus leavin..i lied that i changed? why i want to lie? i lyin to myself also..this cant be possible...isnt it that i know myself best? i don know..maybe i dont...maybe i never changed like u say...maybe i am jus gettin tired of the life i lived in the past..maybe i am? maybe i seriously have changed? or maybe this is then the real me...arent i scary? i think so...but who knows....no one know until the day i figure out everythin...my mind is always occupied with problems...when can it be free? the day i die? maybe...sheena jus rest if u are tired...