wahz...it definitely have been many days since i came here and post..i got no time at all over the weekends...wahz...today is a monday ....so sian..haiz..hmm..monday...monday blues...i hate today..things didnt turn out well...i feel like crying... all this week i havent been myself...i don know how some things happen...i don know what happen...i don know..Shit...feel so shitty..haiz..went out for a movie on friday...the show was okie..makin me dizzy...but the plot is excitin...then scroll down along orchard and it was a bad decision.haha..u guys should know..haha..hmm..then sat in the mornin i went to work..hmm...scary incident happen..right? i cried durin work...i gona kill KAK ELLY..hahha..no lahz..jus kiddin..haha..hmm...lucky nothin really happen..then after that i heard some news concernin work that i find it hard to believe certainly hard to believe...was so damm shocked...haiz...ya like huan wei said treasure the things...hmm..then after that i went trainin in kallang..oh my..my training still sucks...hoow come? what am i thinkin? what am i doin? everythin jus seems so not right..i wasnt playin what i used to play.,.i sucks durin trainin..wahz..certainly have been such a long time i haven been down to kallang and play....wahz..i miss the place there...hahaha...then the sun was sorching hot..hehe..i love...haha..can tan myself..but i think doesnt really help...cos i never become dark..haha...then after that the whole sp netballers went down to toa payoh sports hall to watch the finals for nsl..hehe...and our coach team won...YEAH..and i saw Miss chan!! so long never see her...she played well...congrates..haha..then after went to meet yeo and vin...wahz...we talk and talk and talk..everyone is so emotional...ahha..hahah..haiz...everyone cheer up k..including me ah...hahah..hmm..then on sunday work mornin..then somehow i was asked to work at 7 in the mornin...cos midnight not enuff ppl...then work at outlet for one hour..then i went kiosk...YEAH!! finally i work kiosk...hahaha....i love it...hahaha...alone there..sometimes i want to be alone...did all the cleanin..CLEAN right..JEREMY!! hahah..he workin kiosk in the afternoon..but then kak elly thought i need to go off at 3 then ask fauzi to cover me..then i went to storeroom with kak...we talk..haha...she so funny..then i brin some things for kiosk..then i do a IB there..then i don know how come so many ppl were there when i there...alot customers sia..so i stayed and help jeremy awhile...then i did my Ib and go back outlet and punch out..then this JEREMY very good...call outlet and ask me to brin detergent over...good..good..hahha..no lahz..then after that i went off..to study maths awhile ....then so super paiseh...i gona kill LUO..hahahha....but it was fun..then i went home ..sleep all the way until 4 wake up intendin to do my report but not what i expected,..my com SPOILED again..DAMM.....then i sleep sleep..till 7 plus..intendin to skip CD and go library to do my report..800 words okie...but in the last i wrote 1508 words...YEAH..okok..later i got trainin..hope by the time i got home i can use my com ready,....feelin so funny..haiz...somethin i donknow...ahiz...hope later i am myseld..ena..friday i am really MYSELF ah? really thanks..so great to know that i am bein back to myself..i miss myself alot..haiz...