only "SHE" can answer my questions of people and life.....

is it me being too prejudice that only "she" can answer my questions of people and life? or this is really the fact? or should i say this instead: " i do know the answers deep down in my heart, however i will need assurance from her to tell myself that i am right " maybe is not answer and is more of an assurance to my answers of my own question. Only she is able to analyse without taking any sides and very neutral about situations and problems. Where am i able to find someone i trusted so much in to believe in them? She is of a different level in life, she is not a friend but my guidance. 

Am i really moving too fast in life that i feel that no one is able to catch up? Do i really need someone to reassure me of my own queries and answer? How come both incident happen the same way and will they end the same too? Will i go back to a cycle again so that i am able to meet another "her"? 

"Don't ask for more"... don't ask for more that what you have in life, don't ask for what cannot be achieve in life, don't ask for happiness in life if you are not going to do anything about it, be more practical and don't ask for more. Humans have a tendency to ask for more when they have what they want, and keep on wanting more. Greed pushes this mentality and actions in praying for more, asking for more. Be contented with what you have now!

"have a little faith".....

by gwenny

it is not easy to have someone with the same interest, the same liking, same sense, same thoughts. i believe this was the reason for me being upset of the departure. In alot of aspects, she is way better than me, better sense, better taste, stronger in language, stronger in socializing, better thoughts. But we have almost the same liking, therefore in some ways it is really tough to find someone like her. She gave me rounds and rounds of ropes, so that i am able to climb and climb. When we reach a stop, i thought i could climb up again, she is gone with the ropes, leaving me where i am to find my ways to keep on climbing. This has eventually made me lost and keeps on wondering whether she will be back to provide the ropes again. There was no reason for her departure that makes me keep on wandering with plenty of thoughts, were i too clumsy during the process? did i made any mistakes during the process? Departure without a reason is comparable to the situation where i am in, hanging in the middle not knowing what to do. Shouting for her will be of no use as i know that there will be no response, i could only wait for her return or for me to realise that i am on my own already. 

I might understand her well enough that i might have made a mistakes, but i hate not knowing what the mistakes are. With this, how am i going to improve on it or even avoid making the same mistakes. This is the torturing part. Nevertheless, she was once my wise dictionary and this wise dictionary will be well kept until i have a chance to return a favor. 

Suddenly, I hate the winter season. Gloomy as were told, Sad as were told. All these feelings came settled in. Raindrops are falling from the sky telling me that i should shed some tear to relieve my saddness and worries. When raindrops are gone, sun is back again and i will have my sunshine shining at me again. 

"have a little faith"

by :gwenny:

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"THIS IS IT"

100% HONESTY

He is the legend, he is the hero, he is none other than 'KING OF POP'. I knew Micheal Jackson when i was a child, but it wasn't those crazy madly in love with Micheal. I love his songs but never understand his feelings for all the songs he sang. i knew he was a marvellous artiste but never knew his efforts behind his hard work. 

But, upon watching 'THIS IS IT'. I understand MJ more, and he showed what a true entertainer and musician and artiste should be. I believe marvellous, fantastic, amazing all this words are not enough to describe him. It is hard to believe such a legend is gone. There is no one who is as good as him or even near him that could ever replace him. The power of his vocal, the flexibility of his moves and the sensitivity he has with the music. These were all a gift to him, a gift to him from heaven and he was a gift to his fans from heaven. There could never be a 2nd MJ, as MJ could only be MJ. 

For his every concert, he rehearse over and over again inregardless of how tired he might be, or how many times he had to do it again. He just want to tune every details and every bits to be perfect and to meet his expectations. Perfection is his ideal that he target in his concert. At every part of the song, every interval, every action he could already anticipate what response he will be able to get from his audience and fans. Therefore, in order not to disappoint them, he make sure everything is perfect and if he could, he will make it to be over perfect. This only goes to show, he truly respect his profession and his passion for music and his love for his fans! 

How upsetting it is to know that a legend has gone, and how pity it is that no one will be able to see how marvellous the concert could be. I believe this could be the most regretful event in life for all the MJ's lovers. 

He will always be remembered for his passion and love for the people and the world. Just like the lyrics he wrote in his songs. He truly care and love, hoping to pass every bit of his love to everyone that he could. 

I regret that i wasn't able to see any of his concert live!